stop it...
ugh.. i dont know whats the matter with me sometimes... i get this angry side to me... i dont know where it comes from sometimes.... its ugly.. so ugly... today.. i felt extremely stressed and i was feeling very eratic... ohh just have to... remain.. control.. of myself... feeling the otep. god i miss that CD. im feeling the sepsis. i burn like my incense.. that sounds so damn emo. ugh im pathetic.. yeah i'll just rot... i will continue to decompose inside-- the soul and literally.. until codi comes back.. i feel that this distance is killing me... of course i will always wait for him.. always.. im just... falling apart and NO ONE can do anything about it... no not even those damn teachers! fuck them. and you too! go to hell all of you!... skfjsdjfklds;jfsjdfd see what im talking about??? you see? i would never WANT to say things like this to you people out there... but now.. now i wish you all the worst! ... no im sorry... just... please bear with me... please... until ... i get out of here... just a little longer until i go... dont worry it wont be long... i'll be moving to Seattle and then i'll be gone and i wont EVER have to deal with you fuck faces AGAIN!!!! i hate you all... i want to lay down--- no curl in a ball and just hyperventilate.... i want ALONE!... i want ... no... nevermind.. im just gonna end this post.. i cant be acting like this.. please whoever reads this post... please put it away from your memory... right now.. please... *rolls eyes at background* ugh... anyways yeah im going now. take care and dont mind me. ciao for now, meow.