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yeah im back and i feel a little useful again... but first man was i a cranky one last night lol. poor codi who only has a chance to call me when its late at night lol. if theres anything thats gonna get you on my bad side its waking me up... >.> well actually technically i was already awake-- just lying down with my eyes open against my will. grrness! >.< so yeah thats how that goes... but yeah he called me twice throughout the night lol. im always so emotional when i talk with him because i dont talk to him often and hear his voice so its hard to hide it... sometimes it just comes out as a nasty attitude its just easy for me to act that way these days.. god forbid that i act the same way in person when codi comes back. thats one of the things i worry about these days... i change here and there and at this moment im not the kind of person thats pleasant to be around... i cant be around the same person for more than 20 minutes without feeling sick of them. X-x yeah how do ya like meh now? lol. wow... i have to end this post.. i was looking at a forum site and i just got dissed... bad... ouch... that really .. that really hurt.. stupid people over there need to grow up... ugh... ya know a lot of you have guts you know that? and if you wonder why i am this way you can just blame yourselves for making me act this way!!!