my hearts goin boom boom boom... son, she said... grab your things ive come to take you home
so yeah... got a good job. im a certified trainer, im kickin ass at work, all is well with that. got a car too. its been like 2 or 3 years since i owned a car, and it feels so fucking nice. oh, and im going to UMASS dartmouth. finished the app process, took the tour, just waitin for the thumbs up. im going to major in history, how fucking perfect for me? and kung fu is still as good as ever. im almost finished with the sword set, and its lookin alright. choppy, but when i smooth it out its gonna look so fuckin cool. and im competing with my staff in the tournament, and everyone talks about my staff set like im gonna win, so heres hoping. and if my snake set won the open hand that would rock too. all in all though, kung fu is good. and thinking about it, ive realized that its the longest ive ever stuck with anything. ever. never held a fuckin job this long, never done ANYTHING with this consistency. w00t. so asside from being rediculously busy all of a sudden, things are alright. so let go, jump in... well whacha waitin for? its alright, cuz theres beauty in the breakdown.
on a more tacky and slightly embarasing note, im trying to start writing again. instead of a big ol story im gonna just write short stories. theres a better change i may actually get em published, in a magazine or something. its a good way to get my head out of WoW every now and again on my off time and do something productive. productivity seems to be the recent theme of the week, and its definately not a bad thing. so much progression with my life. i dont like tooting my own horn, but i really think i can be good at this... i may not be the best at the actual writing down and typing out process, but some of the stories i can come up with i think are really good. potential to be a lot better if i can be a better writer, but ya know how the saying goes, practice makes perfect. so short stories. practice. practice practice practice.
oh yeah, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! VIVA LA SEX!! HOPE EVERYONE WHOS EARNED IT GETS LOTS OF SEX!! SEX SEX SEX SEXUAL SEX!! CASUAL AND SEXUAL!! NAKED AND SWEATY!! ROUGH AND WILD!! SWEET AND TENDER!! MISSIONARY!! DOGGY!! KARMA FUCKIN SUTRA!!! SEX SEX SEX!! ya know, im a fuckin pervert. to be honest i dont have a problem with it either. i love being perverted. im always thinking about sex. always. at the most inapropriate times too. not even that i always want to HAVE the sex, i just think about it. ill look at people and think "hmm, wonder what her and her boyfreind look like having sex... what faces they make, what noises, how rough or tender they are... ill be thinking these things at work, mid rush, on a 3 hour wait, looking at some 40 year old waitress. sex facinates me. it should be studied, like homework. anyway enough babling. viva la sex. sexual sex.
on a more tacky and slightly embarasing note, im trying to start writing again. instead of a big ol story im gonna just write short stories. theres a better change i may actually get em published, in a magazine or something. its a good way to get my head out of WoW every now and again on my off time and do something productive. productivity seems to be the recent theme of the week, and its definately not a bad thing. so much progression with my life. i dont like tooting my own horn, but i really think i can be good at this... i may not be the best at the actual writing down and typing out process, but some of the stories i can come up with i think are really good. potential to be a lot better if i can be a better writer, but ya know how the saying goes, practice makes perfect. so short stories. practice. practice practice practice.
oh yeah, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! VIVA LA SEX!! HOPE EVERYONE WHOS EARNED IT GETS LOTS OF SEX!! SEX SEX SEX SEXUAL SEX!! CASUAL AND SEXUAL!! NAKED AND SWEATY!! ROUGH AND WILD!! SWEET AND TENDER!! MISSIONARY!! DOGGY!! KARMA FUCKIN SUTRA!!! SEX SEX SEX!! ya know, im a fuckin pervert. to be honest i dont have a problem with it either. i love being perverted. im always thinking about sex. always. at the most inapropriate times too. not even that i always want to HAVE the sex, i just think about it. ill look at people and think "hmm, wonder what her and her boyfreind look like having sex... what faces they make, what noises, how rough or tender they are... ill be thinking these things at work, mid rush, on a 3 hour wait, looking at some 40 year old waitress. sex facinates me. it should be studied, like homework. anyway enough babling. viva la sex. sexual sex.