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- well today sucked... i just realize its not my fault not at all... so i donno what im gunna do but i need to make a decision and make it fast cuz i cant take things like they are
- and to think this week started out so well... everything goin right.. on a happier not i found out today that he did tell her to leave him alone so now i seriously get over it but like not until things get better again... i donno whats goin on but its jus like i think about it and i want to cry.. cuz all i want to do is talk.. but hes not even there to talk to me anymore... he really doesnt care.. but he looks in my eyes and says he loves me... and then two seconds later he can be completely cold for no aparent reason and im jus like whoa i thought this part of us was gone and over, and its still there and ugh... its so difficult... but i know he still loves... even his friends say he still loves me...
- in reality this could just be me cuz like im offically on my rag and blah so im all sorts of emiotionally but he still doesnt need to be mean to me its not necessary.
- the day actually started off bad, i thinks its cuz i have been wakin up to late and like im cranky which puts danny in a cranky mood and he stays in that mood all day and when im out of bein cranky he is being cranky so its just bad
- i just gotta keep thinkin to myself two more days and im free only two more days.. im so sick of school ugh... two weeks till spring break =)
- my mood has honestly changed from when i started writting this to now cuz like now im in a pretty ok mood and im gunna do my hw... after i take to that boy i will update but until then
-nykkie
- and to think this week started out so well... everything goin right.. on a happier not i found out today that he did tell her to leave him alone so now i seriously get over it but like not until things get better again... i donno whats goin on but its jus like i think about it and i want to cry.. cuz all i want to do is talk.. but hes not even there to talk to me anymore... he really doesnt care.. but he looks in my eyes and says he loves me... and then two seconds later he can be completely cold for no aparent reason and im jus like whoa i thought this part of us was gone and over, and its still there and ugh... its so difficult... but i know he still loves... even his friends say he still loves me...
- in reality this could just be me cuz like im offically on my rag and blah so im all sorts of emiotionally but he still doesnt need to be mean to me its not necessary.
- the day actually started off bad, i thinks its cuz i have been wakin up to late and like im cranky which puts danny in a cranky mood and he stays in that mood all day and when im out of bein cranky he is being cranky so its just bad
- i just gotta keep thinkin to myself two more days and im free only two more days.. im so sick of school ugh... two weeks till spring break =)
- my mood has honestly changed from when i started writting this to now cuz like now im in a pretty ok mood and im gunna do my hw... after i take to that boy i will update but until then
-nykkie