Feb 28, 2006 19:02
no one fucking cares...yeah i said it...would you pull your heads out of your asses long enough to see a cry for help?
normally when someone comes back to you to start up a relationship again...its not too end it again a mere 6 days later...we had our first fight which led to our first break up...then we got back together only to have him decide he didn't want to do this anymore... what the fuck?
in what world do first small fights lead to breaking up? honestly and i really liked this one. he just had too much on his mind that he pushed me to the back of his mind only to forget and stop loving me.
this is scary for me now because i know there is no third chance his boat has sailed and he has ended his love for me. how do you just stop loving someone? its hard for me to move on right now because i have two wounds that need healing...the one from the first break up...and then this one. everyone is like "fuck him" and find someone else. i don't work this way...and he doesn't know how the hell he works. he thinks he is already over me and i am behind him and he was willing to help me for alittle but now he is just fed up with me. we said we'd still be friends and he's always here for me if i need to talk...but he is making it so hard. i'm pretty sure actually that he has had about enough of me and would rather i just shut the fuck up. thats not what i wanted and i have turned this into a big screaming mess. help me...if you know me and you know him...what do i do with this? everyone knows how i still feel about him...and how do i just stop loving him?