Praise the Lord
Thank you to all who prayed for me and the awful headaches that I have been having. Ever since I posted that and asked for prayer I haven't had a headache yet. So thanks guys! *mwah*
So I'm thinking that God is trying to tell me to quit thinking about a boy that I don't need. I only think that I need him. I feel like God is telling me, "hey, look, I'm here and I am all you need. I fufill everything you NEED." He's telling me that I don't need the boy that I like and if this boy really was good for me and I'm ready for a relationship, He would give him to me. So basically, if I confussed anyone, God is telling me that He will give me someone better, I just need to get my mind off of this boy. God is going to give me someone so much better. I need to put my all in front of Him and praise Him ..not even thinking about anyone else..and He will give me someone when I am really ready for someone. I just think I'm ready for a relationship but really I don't think I could stay commited to a relationship long enough..
So then, off I went to Eagle Mountain Lake with the youth also hoping that I would break the rest of my dryspell that I am unfortuntly going through. So I showed up and forgot my towl (who forgets their towel when they are going to the lake? me apparently.) And Caleb let me borrow one of theirs, thank goodness because I wouldn't have enough time to go home and get my towel and come back before they were set to leave. So right before we leave, I got really bad cramps I guess because I ate too much? No other reason, really. So I get to the lake and I jump in the water with my stomach hurting so I wasn't in that great of mood and later on once my stomach was feeling better I went on the boat and went tubing. It was fun for the first couple of times but then the material on the tube was starting to tear my elbows up. By the end of the day my elbows hurt really bad and all scratched up. The only thing that I really disliked was everytime I fell of the tube and the water took me away..my bottoms always fell off..heh, what a view, huh? Luckly, I never felt a fish. I don't really like fish that swim in the lake. I didn't get to wakeboard and I really wanted to be. But hey, there's always next time. So early into the day when I fell off the tube I had a whipflash that was really bad feeling for the first 15 minutes but after that I was kind of fine so I went back. But about an hour an a half before we were scheduled to leave, I had a really bad whipflash. Oh my gosh, it hurt so bad and lasted so long. When I had that whipflash, I thought I was about to black out. Wow, it hurt so bad. But I'm alright now. But this morning when I woke up, wow, my arm muscles hurt and my neck is really sore and it hurts when I turn my head and I'm kind of sunburned. But other than the injuries..I'm good. Haha.
Off to go get my Sunkist that is downstairs. Later.
P.S. Something went out on my computer so I am using my dad's business laptop and my gosh, it's so awesomely cool, I want it. =)
So I'm thinking that God is trying to tell me to quit thinking about a boy that I don't need. I only think that I need him. I feel like God is telling me, "hey, look, I'm here and I am all you need. I fufill everything you NEED." He's telling me that I don't need the boy that I like and if this boy really was good for me and I'm ready for a relationship, He would give him to me. So basically, if I confussed anyone, God is telling me that He will give me someone better, I just need to get my mind off of this boy. God is going to give me someone so much better. I need to put my all in front of Him and praise Him ..not even thinking about anyone else..and He will give me someone when I am really ready for someone. I just think I'm ready for a relationship but really I don't think I could stay commited to a relationship long enough..
So then, off I went to Eagle Mountain Lake with the youth also hoping that I would break the rest of my dryspell that I am unfortuntly going through. So I showed up and forgot my towl (who forgets their towel when they are going to the lake? me apparently.) And Caleb let me borrow one of theirs, thank goodness because I wouldn't have enough time to go home and get my towel and come back before they were set to leave. So right before we leave, I got really bad cramps I guess because I ate too much? No other reason, really. So I get to the lake and I jump in the water with my stomach hurting so I wasn't in that great of mood and later on once my stomach was feeling better I went on the boat and went tubing. It was fun for the first couple of times but then the material on the tube was starting to tear my elbows up. By the end of the day my elbows hurt really bad and all scratched up. The only thing that I really disliked was everytime I fell of the tube and the water took me away..my bottoms always fell off..heh, what a view, huh? Luckly, I never felt a fish. I don't really like fish that swim in the lake. I didn't get to wakeboard and I really wanted to be. But hey, there's always next time. So early into the day when I fell off the tube I had a whipflash that was really bad feeling for the first 15 minutes but after that I was kind of fine so I went back. But about an hour an a half before we were scheduled to leave, I had a really bad whipflash. Oh my gosh, it hurt so bad and lasted so long. When I had that whipflash, I thought I was about to black out. Wow, it hurt so bad. But I'm alright now. But this morning when I woke up, wow, my arm muscles hurt and my neck is really sore and it hurts when I turn my head and I'm kind of sunburned. But other than the injuries..I'm good. Haha.
Off to go get my Sunkist that is downstairs. Later.
P.S. Something went out on my computer so I am using my dad's business laptop and my gosh, it's so awesomely cool, I want it. =)