i pulled an all-niter
soo yeah. i've been up practically all night. and it sucked! and everytime i closed my eyes i saw Bill drowning or heard his voice calling me on my cell telling me He loves me, He'll miss me, and he'll always be in my heart. and then the connection was lost. You see he's on his way to Hawaii and it's about a 20 hour flight and he started flying yesterday morning/ early afternoon. and all night i sat up cried a little bit and then tried to fall asleep but it was SOOO difficult because i couldn't stop thinking about Bill so i ended up calling Steven (Bill's best friend). Cheyenne answered and asked if i was okay (thanks b.t.w). i told her about my dream and she said everything will be fine. so with that i tried to go to bed again. Now it's like 12:00 am and i'm sitting up in bed wondering what i can do so i don't have to close my eyes. So, i started reading a book. It was an interesting one so i hoped not to fall asleep while reading it! lol ! then around 3:00 am. i was like "OMG, i HAVE to get some sleep, i'll just call Bill in the morning to make sure he's okay!" So, yeah.. that was my uneventful (pshh... yeah right!lol!) nite. I'll see you later guys. i'm going to call Bill. Hey does anyone know the time difference from here?!?! mmk bye!
<3 Lindsey
<3 Lindsey