Dec 20, 2005 17:53
Hey... so if i tried to fall would u be there to catch me or at least hold me close to u so i wouldn't fall, why did u want to laugh it all off... why did u want to hold back my tears, hey don't u miss me, i sure do, u don't want me to cry because it makes me seem like a baby, but i cry not because of that but because i loved u... i still do, what u do to me just hurts so bad, this is why my friends cry for me and hate u, it's so i don't have to just yet... i miss u across the distance i see u gaze at me, but as soon as our eyes met u turned away with a small tear in your eye... one lonely tear strolls down my cheek and drops with much effort only to find your hand on mine, laced hand in hand, my tear drops on your hand and your tear drops on my hand, they form together one big tear, then slides off our hand and drops onto the floor, i follow your finger slowing meeting my cheek to wipe away my one-tear streak on my cheek, you smile at me as our eyes meet once again... are u listening to your heart because it doesn't seem true to what you are doing, i just wanted that one second to feel wanted by u once again... i'd give you the world... i want that feeling that i had the first time you kissed me, and everytime i saw u after that... i stand in the rain one last time, i twirl around, let down my hair to get completly soaked, then i sit, i sit and i stare across just so i can think, i think of all our meetings in the rain... i think this feeling inside of me will never quit... the feeling that i can't breathe when you are around because my heart just feels like it'll explode just to be there near u again... my heart keeps beating just waiting for another rain so i can stand there with my hair down around my shoulders just crying away because i want to feel the way i did............