Not matter what...I'll forever support Ryutaro
The most unwanted thing for all Hey!Say!JUMP fangirls happened to come true this morning when i turned on my computer.
As a punishment, he will be suspended indefinitely, and i know that when this kind of wording comes into picture, the issue is dead serious. I'm not normally a person that cries, i fell on hard cement rock at school and left a 10 cm scar in yr 2 and i didn't shed a tear, but this time, the pain was over whelming and i basically cried all night...
Am i sad? Yes, i can tell you i almost felt like my heart ripped open...i couldn't believe he did that. Am i disappointed? Yes, i admit it, it's more than disappointing to me ...i couldn't understand why he did that, he had worked so hard to reach this position, although he doesn't get the most screen time on shows, but he endured this many years of training to perform as a debuted talent, and this ruined it...Am i angry? Maybe, but when i thought through, what right do i have to be angry with him when i don't know the full story?? Am i depressed? Most likely. I'm confused as well, i don't know if things are just this simple.
Suspension. That was his result. For how long? No one knows. But is this actually how simple things are? The world is more complicated than what we can all imagine, everything has a deeper truth to it. One thing or one person can never be as simple as you see on the surface. Was it one of Johnny’s tactics to get rid or the ‘not-so-popular’ boys and concentrate on the popular ones to gain money? Was Ryutaro really being a rebel and smoking? Was he really just faking his innocent image? OR was he really TRULY INNOCENT?
We don’t know, and we probably will never find out. TRUTH. How many people will really find the truth? Sometime what you have found may lead to something else. We will never reach to the bottom of something. Reality won’t allow is to find out about the truth. And all we can do it just keep our stance and support what we thing is worth support. regardless of what he has done, all the hard wok and effort that he has given in to this work is worth or respect and support.
No matter what, JUMP will still remain a TEN member boy band in my mind, memories or future.
(if you have tumlr, please go on and reblog posts that support Ryutaro, although he probably won't see, but let the world know the power of JUMPers. We want Ryutaro back.)