summer romance
megan brought up a great point in her ELJAY, &it just sparked something inside of me, so I figured I'd write a little something. Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a bad mood, the best of moods actually, just need to get this out.
They don't call it a summer romance forever. Some fall harder than others, faster than others, or just plain don't fall at all. In my case, I fell for a wonderful guy, the most wonderful guy I thought. Nowadays, I'm not sure how I feel. Somedays it's harder than others. I remember this one night, not too long ago, I was looking at pictures &cried for hours just at the sight of him. I miss him, but they don't call them summer romances for nothin'. I knew the summer would end, &i guess you could say i got in over my head, but was it worth it? Yes, every minute of it. Is it worth the pain & tears i cry now? Not so sure.. Do you call anymore? No, you don't. Is that alright? I guess it is. Life seemed to be so good, what ever happened to that. I used to look forward to school, &lunch so I could call you, &than I'd get home &we'd talk for a while, than after 9 rolled around &we both had minutes on our cells, we'd talk whenever we had the chance. Now, I look forward to going to school because of my friends, I don't call anybody at lunch, &the only person I talk to on the phone now is Lauren. But, no, I'm fine. Summer romances are a good thing. Even thought i'm hurt, i'm slowly learning something. I know that I shouldn't fall for people like i do; &should trust not so many people.
They don't call it a summer romance forever. Some fall harder than others, faster than others, or just plain don't fall at all. In my case, I fell for a wonderful guy, the most wonderful guy I thought. Nowadays, I'm not sure how I feel. Somedays it's harder than others. I remember this one night, not too long ago, I was looking at pictures &cried for hours just at the sight of him. I miss him, but they don't call them summer romances for nothin'. I knew the summer would end, &i guess you could say i got in over my head, but was it worth it? Yes, every minute of it. Is it worth the pain & tears i cry now? Not so sure.. Do you call anymore? No, you don't. Is that alright? I guess it is. Life seemed to be so good, what ever happened to that. I used to look forward to school, &lunch so I could call you, &than I'd get home &we'd talk for a while, than after 9 rolled around &we both had minutes on our cells, we'd talk whenever we had the chance. Now, I look forward to going to school because of my friends, I don't call anybody at lunch, &the only person I talk to on the phone now is Lauren. But, no, I'm fine. Summer romances are a good thing. Even thought i'm hurt, i'm slowly learning something. I know that I shouldn't fall for people like i do; &should trust not so many people.