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What a lot of time since I have posted.
And what a lot has changed.
I still have some manic episodes, and I still overthink my weight, but I'm coming to terms with the person I am, inside and out.
I KNOW I don't look bad. There is still a feeling of constantly wanting to improve, and belittling comments in my head, but deep in my heart, I know that I look absolutely fine. I don't want to sound vain and I hope that I would never come across as that, but I feel like I've hit a massive milestone.
I don't ever want to turn back.