Private entry
I wonder what Cate is doing right now. Probably cursing my name. Miranda slapped me for her, so I can't imagine she's doing too well. I almost want to call her, but I don't know what to say. "Please forgive me for getting together with you even if I knew all my relationships turn to dust?"
I spent a whole day sleeping, and then I got up, took a shower and sat down on the bed again, staring at the walls. I only have to go to work Monday, so it leaves me too much time to think.
I started putting a few things together, little incidents when I was younger that I didn't think had any meanings back then. A few close friendships with men that were maybe a bit too intense. Somebody joking that I looked too comfortable kissing men for parts.
Fuck. The denial wasn't working too well lately, but I'd let myself think about it five minutes and then forget again. I'd probably still happily ignoring it if Marton hadn't cornered me.
I don't know if I want to kill him or thank him.
I was bracing myself to smile and look alright for Viggo's sake, so he could get on with his life of having ton of kids running around his ranch with Mirry by his side.
And then she came to visit me and dropped that bomb, and I don't know what to think anymore.
It's not possible that she actually meant it.
I spent a whole day sleeping, and then I got up, took a shower and sat down on the bed again, staring at the walls. I only have to go to work Monday, so it leaves me too much time to think.
I started putting a few things together, little incidents when I was younger that I didn't think had any meanings back then. A few close friendships with men that were maybe a bit too intense. Somebody joking that I looked too comfortable kissing men for parts.
Fuck. The denial wasn't working too well lately, but I'd let myself think about it five minutes and then forget again. I'd probably still happily ignoring it if Marton hadn't cornered me.
I don't know if I want to kill him or thank him.
I was bracing myself to smile and look alright for Viggo's sake, so he could get on with his life of having ton of kids running around his ranch with Mirry by his side.
And then she came to visit me and dropped that bomb, and I don't know what to think anymore.
It's not possible that she actually meant it.