rollarcoaster

Dec 05, 2005 23:19

I would really like to know who I am. With my dad, I'm just a kid. He is being so protective, and so overbearring. Any other kid would accept this as normal. I suppose I would too, if this is how it was my entire life. But it's not. This new person in my house posing as my dad is a complete stranger. All the sudden I'm dumb. I feel dumb for not knowing how to do something and I feel awful for having my own opinons.

I must say this is has been the worst week in a long while. I've learned a lot about myself from the fights and arguments that I've gotten into with the three most important people in my life.

I'm too much of everything and not enough of anything. I need to change who I am in order to fit into the societal norm of behaviors for teenage girls.

Change seems so far. And I seem so scared.

just breathe.
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