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im leaving in twoooooo hours to go to college! this is crazy. how am i eighteen and going to basically live on my own? like it wasn't that long ago that i was racing myself around in my little red Fisher Price car with the big yellow roof? Back then, the car didn't have room for baggage; today it does. It's surprising because for the most part, I held my ground yesterday. I cried saying bye to Bethany and was just like ahhh I can't do this tomorrow. Then I had to said goodbye to Nana and cried, but I didn't really cry saying bye to Dicky, Kayla, or Karina. I cried with Karina a little because we have had sooooo many memories and not seeing her for 80 days is a record because we've been friends since 7th grade, day 1. <3. The jb goodbye was hard the other day, more so after, buuuuut we just need new penises at school and we'll be good, ok? okkkkkk! im completely incoherently rambling now. I'm trying to forget the fact that I look like a royal princess moving in with my three suitcases, large bag, and other odds and ends. Good god. Allriiiight time to straighten the hair, load up the cars, and get this college thing started. AHHH! i love you all and will see you all very very soon! :)