Home siickkkk!
Blah...so I'm home sick...again. It's really not so fun, although I do get to watch The Price is Right with Bob Barker from 11-12. Always love that! I really hope that this cold goes away before next week....my last high school musical ever. Even more...could this be my last show? I don't know! I really don't know where I'm going in terms of doing plays after this one. In a way I'm a little jealous of Karina, Quinn, and Jackie who are going off to pursue their careers in theater. They get to do this for many more years! So the fact that the show is next week is starting to freak me out a little. I mean...how did this go by so fast? It doesn't seem like it was that long ago that we found out that the show was going to be Guys and Dolls...and now here we are, just 8 days before the show? This is crazy. I feel like it can't be over. There still needs to be rehearsals, run-throughs, everything. I'm not ready for this to be over because this has been a large part of who I have been in high school. Next year at Bridgewater, I know I won't have time to do the plays between double majoring and student teaching and everything else. Aahhh I don't like this! And the rose...I haven't really talked much about it yet..I don't think any of us have. When you're an underclassmen, the rose is that ceremony type thing that you watch the seniors cry over. You cry too, because some of us were close to the seniors. Others pretend they were and get involved in the crying to "fit it" (haha yes, I am a bitch!), and we cry with them and feel this sense of goodbye. But now that it's our turn, I don't want it. If I could just act on the Pentucket Stage for a bit longer, another scene, heck another play, I would. And even if I do the community theater ever, it just won't be the same as the inital musical. It can't be. I think another depth to "getting the rose" and the whole "goodbye" thing, is the reality that 3 months from THIS friday we GRADUATE. holy shit. I feel like I'm ready to go and start something new, because everything here has become so stagnant, for the most part. But then this other part of me is trying to cling on to what we have left. This coming September...scares me. I think I've always been open to meeting new people, but at the end of the day, I'm so comfortable with my close friends. I lean back on them after rough days, good days, anything because it's what I'm accustomed to. Next year will be so different. Karina in Chicago, Quinn in either New York or Philly, Ali in Connecticut, Dicky who knows where, Emma stuck at Pentucket, Bethany in Florida, Keais, Sarah, Jake, JB, Kristen, Aubrey, Brian, Alviia...EVERYONE, all at different places. That sucks. Ahhh why do I even think about this stuff? But you can't help it. It just happens. So I know I, along with everyone else, will be messy next Saturday night. As one of my favorite quotes from Greys, "I know it's not perfect, but it's life. Life is messy sometimes." How true, how true.
Hmm...so what else? Vacation was good. I seemed to be with my wife, Emma, the entire vacation. Monday night was a good night at her house, I remember. Although, I did throw up..so that kind of cancels out some of the good. I got Emma hooked on Desperates..it's about time, because let me tell you, Emma is a little bit of each housewive in one person. She's got that sexy, sassy side of Gabby. THE total package Mom/ultimate housewive side of Lynnette. The neat, orderly, organized, and routine part of Bree. And that floozy kind of quirky side of Susan. Emma should just star on the show, basically. Now we need to get her hooked on GREYS ANATOMY!
Speaking of that...funny story: Ok so one night over vacation, we went to Target and Wal-Mart. Emma is really the only person I shop at Target with, so ya, you should all feel jealous. ANYWAYS, the night before, I had slept at her house and had left my Grey's Anatomy DVD there. Now, I really can't live without this, especially since my uncle just gave it to me for Valentine's Day and it was so new. So anyways. She had it in her purse. Now we shop in Target, go in AND out and nothing happens. Then we go to the 24 hour Wal-Mart in Salem and we walk in and nothing happens. Now the reason I went there is because I wanted to get some of this KY Sensual Body Wash. No no no, dirty minds, I'm not showering it up with anyone or needing that "sensuous wash", but this one scent is just like AMAZING. It is the best smell I think I've ever smelled like ever. So I wanted it. But it is like $6.97. So me, who has sort of someone (I "swear" i don't know how), mastered the art of concealing items such as these into my overly large handbags and then leaving the store having not had to pay a cent for them. So I did this. Emma told me not to, and i was like "ok" but then did anyway. She never even saw me. So then I really was going to pay for some tea and chocholate syrup that my mom wanted, so I'm in line, had the ultimate "dream team" in front of me who took forever, then finally I pay etc etc and we go to leave. We walk through the doors and all of a sudden the alarm thing goes off and its like "STOP! SOME MERCHANDISE IS UNPAID FOR. PLEASE ENTER BACK INTO THE BUILDING". and that message is just like on repeat, and I'm thinking to myself NO WAY. I made SURE that all the price stickers and the UPC label was off. So then they call us back in. They take my wal-mart back, shove it through....nothing. Then they make me walk through. Now I'm a little nervous, but I go through...nothing. So now, in my head I'm like EMMAAAA! thinking to myself, holy shit, what did she take?! So then they make her walk through, and sure enough, that's when it starts going off! hahahaha! So it turns out, my DVD was what was setting it off. And then they actually thought that it was theirs. Like OH NO it isn't! You can clearly see that is hasn't just been stolen, because like the inside coups are missing, there's like crumbs going down the side of it from being carted around, all the seals are broken, etc etc. But the lady was handling it like it was HERS and I'm like "no my uncle just bought this for me" and I was freaking out because I was NOT about to let them take MY new DVD away from me. So in the end, they realized they couldn't "prove" anything, so they just had to let me go. Ok, so no more stealing scares..I promise!
Haha..so vacation was good. I just rested a lot. Finally saw Elizabethtown...soo good. I absolutely loved it. Alright..off to drink more tea and watch Garden State...hope everyone had a good day in school and at rehearsal and such...I miss everyone!! I hate being out of the loop. If you want to update me on any good gossip, feel free! Text or callllll me! xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Hmm...so what else? Vacation was good. I seemed to be with my wife, Emma, the entire vacation. Monday night was a good night at her house, I remember. Although, I did throw up..so that kind of cancels out some of the good. I got Emma hooked on Desperates..it's about time, because let me tell you, Emma is a little bit of each housewive in one person. She's got that sexy, sassy side of Gabby. THE total package Mom/ultimate housewive side of Lynnette. The neat, orderly, organized, and routine part of Bree. And that floozy kind of quirky side of Susan. Emma should just star on the show, basically. Now we need to get her hooked on GREYS ANATOMY!
Speaking of that...funny story: Ok so one night over vacation, we went to Target and Wal-Mart. Emma is really the only person I shop at Target with, so ya, you should all feel jealous. ANYWAYS, the night before, I had slept at her house and had left my Grey's Anatomy DVD there. Now, I really can't live without this, especially since my uncle just gave it to me for Valentine's Day and it was so new. So anyways. She had it in her purse. Now we shop in Target, go in AND out and nothing happens. Then we go to the 24 hour Wal-Mart in Salem and we walk in and nothing happens. Now the reason I went there is because I wanted to get some of this KY Sensual Body Wash. No no no, dirty minds, I'm not showering it up with anyone or needing that "sensuous wash", but this one scent is just like AMAZING. It is the best smell I think I've ever smelled like ever. So I wanted it. But it is like $6.97. So me, who has sort of someone (I "swear" i don't know how), mastered the art of concealing items such as these into my overly large handbags and then leaving the store having not had to pay a cent for them. So I did this. Emma told me not to, and i was like "ok" but then did anyway. She never even saw me. So then I really was going to pay for some tea and chocholate syrup that my mom wanted, so I'm in line, had the ultimate "dream team" in front of me who took forever, then finally I pay etc etc and we go to leave. We walk through the doors and all of a sudden the alarm thing goes off and its like "STOP! SOME MERCHANDISE IS UNPAID FOR. PLEASE ENTER BACK INTO THE BUILDING". and that message is just like on repeat, and I'm thinking to myself NO WAY. I made SURE that all the price stickers and the UPC label was off. So then they call us back in. They take my wal-mart back, shove it through....nothing. Then they make me walk through. Now I'm a little nervous, but I go through...nothing. So now, in my head I'm like EMMAAAA! thinking to myself, holy shit, what did she take?! So then they make her walk through, and sure enough, that's when it starts going off! hahahaha! So it turns out, my DVD was what was setting it off. And then they actually thought that it was theirs. Like OH NO it isn't! You can clearly see that is hasn't just been stolen, because like the inside coups are missing, there's like crumbs going down the side of it from being carted around, all the seals are broken, etc etc. But the lady was handling it like it was HERS and I'm like "no my uncle just bought this for me" and I was freaking out because I was NOT about to let them take MY new DVD away from me. So in the end, they realized they couldn't "prove" anything, so they just had to let me go. Ok, so no more stealing scares..I promise!
Haha..so vacation was good. I just rested a lot. Finally saw Elizabethtown...soo good. I absolutely loved it. Alright..off to drink more tea and watch Garden State...hope everyone had a good day in school and at rehearsal and such...I miss everyone!! I hate being out of the loop. If you want to update me on any good gossip, feel free! Text or callllll me! xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo