Mar 03, 2006 01:52
I know you don't hate me Tori, but that doesn't change the fact that you walked out like you did. That truely hurt me more than you can ever know. No matter what you think, you are not the only one that was affected by that. I know that it probably did hurt you when Chelsee said what she did when you called her. But what you don't know is that that kid laid down in the road when you left. I had to go and bring her to the house. As for your question about me... NO. I am not OK. I can't imagine what you are thinking right now, and I can't even try to explain what I am going thru either. But it doesn't matter tho... cuz I know you are doing what you feel is necessary for YOU right now. I will always love you and I will always miss you honey. I know you feel like I didn't love you enough. But you are wrong Tori. I have always loved you and that will never change... anyway, it is getting late and I have typed and erased and typed and erased more that I can ever say bcuz I am not sure what to say right now - I guess I am afraid to push you even further away.... I just don't know...
I need to talk to you about your bank account - you have put it into a negative balance by taking all of the money out and we need to figure out what you are going to do. Also we need to talk about your phone since you are asking questions about this... so if it isn't too much to ask, I would like for you to call me if for nothing else but to discuss these 2 things. Than you can hang up if you want. But, it would be nice to hear your voice since I can't even see you.
I love you,
Mom