we could be relaxing, in my sleeping bag but all you want to do is rag
long time no update. weird.
long time no actually talk with many people. also weird.
the fact that i barely care?
weirdest.
for a very long time i have been worring about trying to keep up relationships with some people. then one day i realized : hey, they are treating my like a little retard they call in when they need some sick thrills. so i hung up the little cowboy suit and stopped waiting for the phone to ring.
it's taken many years but i am aproaching the surprisingly cold, calculating and selfish standard that is what teenage girls are.
goodbye looking out for others, goodbye being nice for the sake of it, goodbye treating those closest to you like people.
welcome to what i've learnt..
i've taken some pages out of some peoples books and i reallly want them to notice, i also want them to hurt. and go bald.
criptic criptic criptic criptic, the begginnngin may sound like it could be some of you, but it most likely isnt, so dont worry. if i've learnt from my able instructors you will know if it's yous. actually YOU wont, but everyone else probably will
being nasty is kinda fun, i see why people do it.
hell i havent even hurt anyone and i feel bigger already
oh the joys of crappy bitter mood
(edit 10:38)
not really serious, i ended up figuring out that all i really wanted was to smoke and joint and after that it was cool...
so yeah, it was basicall really fun to write nasty things, but it is not intended to be taken seriously, just so ya' know
yeah
so the moral of the story is smoke pot.
then end
long time no actually talk with many people. also weird.
the fact that i barely care?
weirdest.
for a very long time i have been worring about trying to keep up relationships with some people. then one day i realized : hey, they are treating my like a little retard they call in when they need some sick thrills. so i hung up the little cowboy suit and stopped waiting for the phone to ring.
it's taken many years but i am aproaching the surprisingly cold, calculating and selfish standard that is what teenage girls are.
goodbye looking out for others, goodbye being nice for the sake of it, goodbye treating those closest to you like people.
welcome to what i've learnt..
i've taken some pages out of some peoples books and i reallly want them to notice, i also want them to hurt. and go bald.
criptic criptic criptic criptic, the begginnngin may sound like it could be some of you, but it most likely isnt, so dont worry. if i've learnt from my able instructors you will know if it's yous. actually YOU wont, but everyone else probably will
being nasty is kinda fun, i see why people do it.
hell i havent even hurt anyone and i feel bigger already
oh the joys of crappy bitter mood
(edit 10:38)
not really serious, i ended up figuring out that all i really wanted was to smoke and joint and after that it was cool...
so yeah, it was basicall really fun to write nasty things, but it is not intended to be taken seriously, just so ya' know
yeah
so the moral of the story is smoke pot.
then end