That is all
A boy committed suicide earlier this month, I'm off to the memorial. I want so much to kick the mothers shins into a meat you could strain through cheese cloth. This is a woman who chose to love one twin over another, she wanted the girl, not the boy. Loving each child for whom they are is the minimum, to actively hate on a child when just a tyke. These are the results.
A part of me wants to be evil to this woman but the other children will be there. So all I imagine is that I will actively NOT speak with her. I'm reading a book about a society where everyone tells the truth, they burn the centers out of the brain that would allow lies at an early age. People already know the truth, they just choose to rationalize and explain away their own evil.
G-d if you're out there I hope to be judged for the best of my deeds not the worst, I want to have a world that desires to make more than less of themselves. OK I want a big parent in the sky to understand and hold me when the suffering sucks this much.
A part of me wants to be evil to this woman but the other children will be there. So all I imagine is that I will actively NOT speak with her. I'm reading a book about a society where everyone tells the truth, they burn the centers out of the brain that would allow lies at an early age. People already know the truth, they just choose to rationalize and explain away their own evil.
G-d if you're out there I hope to be judged for the best of my deeds not the worst, I want to have a world that desires to make more than less of themselves. OK I want a big parent in the sky to understand and hold me when the suffering sucks this much.