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i am SO freaked out about nursing school. it JUST hit me today.
everyone acts like its going to be SO hard, and i dont know if that means they are not as good of students as i am (everyone is different in that area) and it was a challenge to them, or if it really is going to be a super dee duper big challenge for me to stay on top. i mean, i know i want to be a nurse, but with this new TMJ i'm sporting and the current instability of a couple of my friendships, im really having to decide what is important to me.
im also really worried about how houston is going to handle it. i know he says he'll help me study and he'll be ok with spending less time with me, but from past experiences, i know sometimes he doesnt GET that i actually have to STUDY for my degree, whereas he just has to learn formulas and work problems and make D's to get his. i dont like to get angry at him, but sometimes he just doesnt get when i need to be left alone and i end up frustrated at him! i'm really praying that he understands, this semester at least.
please god, help me through life.
everyone acts like its going to be SO hard, and i dont know if that means they are not as good of students as i am (everyone is different in that area) and it was a challenge to them, or if it really is going to be a super dee duper big challenge for me to stay on top. i mean, i know i want to be a nurse, but with this new TMJ i'm sporting and the current instability of a couple of my friendships, im really having to decide what is important to me.
im also really worried about how houston is going to handle it. i know he says he'll help me study and he'll be ok with spending less time with me, but from past experiences, i know sometimes he doesnt GET that i actually have to STUDY for my degree, whereas he just has to learn formulas and work problems and make D's to get his. i dont like to get angry at him, but sometimes he just doesnt get when i need to be left alone and i end up frustrated at him! i'm really praying that he understands, this semester at least.
please god, help me through life.