Going away
These days, I've been pretty much swamped. Trying to get things organized to get away on a vacation. Last time I got on vacation was almost 5 years ago, when I got married. This time, me, bubby and 2.5-yr-old daughter are going for 4 weeks in pakistan. I can't wait.
The little one in the tummy is bothering me these days, he/she wouldn't let me sleep at night. countless little kicks at 2am is no fun for me. The second pregancy, I can't really think too much about it. sometimes I am feeling guilty that I don't seem to care about this one as much as I do about Niya.
Niya, oh, my precious angel. I've been bonding with her since she was born, never leaving her, not for a day. Now the 2nd baby is coming, she will not be the center of my world any more. i feel very sad for her. I love her so much, how can I love any other baby? They say mom's heart is a wonderful thing, it grows with the birth of each child. I hope it is true.
The little one in the tummy is bothering me these days, he/she wouldn't let me sleep at night. countless little kicks at 2am is no fun for me. The second pregancy, I can't really think too much about it. sometimes I am feeling guilty that I don't seem to care about this one as much as I do about Niya.
Niya, oh, my precious angel. I've been bonding with her since she was born, never leaving her, not for a day. Now the 2nd baby is coming, she will not be the center of my world any more. i feel very sad for her. I love her so much, how can I love any other baby? They say mom's heart is a wonderful thing, it grows with the birth of each child. I hope it is true.