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I remember feeling really pissed off when I got suspended, and then I drove around and calmed down and didn't care anymore
it was like at rehearsal a little while ago when someone accidentally threw a rock at my head. it hurt-- but I refrained from getting angry, because they were just fooling around, and it wasnt intentional, and it didnt matter, really. I've been doing that a lot... not caring about insignificant things, things that wont matter in 30 years. But sometimes I just dont care at all about things that I want to care about or should be caring about and... idk
it was like at rehearsal a little while ago when someone accidentally threw a rock at my head. it hurt-- but I refrained from getting angry, because they were just fooling around, and it wasnt intentional, and it didnt matter, really. I've been doing that a lot... not caring about insignificant things, things that wont matter in 30 years. But sometimes I just dont care at all about things that I want to care about or should be caring about and... idk