Ooops

Jan 11, 2006 21:52

Whoah, landed myself in the doghouse the other day. I was out with my uni friends, having started trying to do our assignment ad degenerated into drinking. Decided to text Jess, and arranged to go over.

And lost track of time.

And left it too late.

And stood her up.

But I sent her some flowers the day after, and promised I wouldn't do it again. Think i made it up, but I was very disappointed with myself. All i want is for her to be able to trust me, but it seems I keep doing something stupid to rattle her confidence. Must try harder!!!!

On another note, She's a bit stressed with her uni application ATM, but I'm trying to help as best as i can. I must have looked a little sad when she said she was applying to Cardiff. I hope she can understand why - I've got a lot of bad memories from when an old girlfriend went to uni there. But i know that Jess is a different person, and September is a long way away. It's selfish of me to want her to stay in Bristol. I'll get over it.......
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