let me tell you about what I want...
It's so typical that, now that I want something, I can't have it. At this moment, it's school. And because I want it so much my jaw hurts, life takes a big ol' crap on me.
So it's back to work for me, which is presenting a whole new problem. Trying to figure out what's going to help me financially and that will be something I still like is plaguing me with unrest. I had an interview with Alaska Airlines for an administrative position and I couldn't get into it. I want to work for them but I realized that I just don't want to administrative work for the rest of my life. For as much shit as I get from rude people at my current job, I still love my position in customer service. So it looks like I'm shopping for jobs in that department...
On another note, I have been in this raging funk since this whole school business happened. I wasted the majority of his time off being an icky bitch and now he's back at work. We did get one good conversation in, literally twenty minutes before he left, about a potential move out of state.
We had talked a few days earlier about his future in aviation. He said that he wants to apply with Horizon around January which means that, if he gets the position, he'd move to Washington or Oregon. He was talking about just renting a room from a family member and then flying back here on his days off to be with me. I had a couple of days to think about that arrangement and realized that I have nothing keeping me here. I don't have a career here, I could easily go to school down there, and I can always travel back here to see family during holidays or whenever I need to. So I asked him, during our good conversation, what he would think about me moving with him. And he loved it.
I'm not getting my hopes up because, the more I think about it, the more I'd love to get out of here. So I'm just going to do what I need to do and we'll see what happens in a year.
So it's back to work for me, which is presenting a whole new problem. Trying to figure out what's going to help me financially and that will be something I still like is plaguing me with unrest. I had an interview with Alaska Airlines for an administrative position and I couldn't get into it. I want to work for them but I realized that I just don't want to administrative work for the rest of my life. For as much shit as I get from rude people at my current job, I still love my position in customer service. So it looks like I'm shopping for jobs in that department...
On another note, I have been in this raging funk since this whole school business happened. I wasted the majority of his time off being an icky bitch and now he's back at work. We did get one good conversation in, literally twenty minutes before he left, about a potential move out of state.
We had talked a few days earlier about his future in aviation. He said that he wants to apply with Horizon around January which means that, if he gets the position, he'd move to Washington or Oregon. He was talking about just renting a room from a family member and then flying back here on his days off to be with me. I had a couple of days to think about that arrangement and realized that I have nothing keeping me here. I don't have a career here, I could easily go to school down there, and I can always travel back here to see family during holidays or whenever I need to. So I asked him, during our good conversation, what he would think about me moving with him. And he loved it.
I'm not getting my hopes up because, the more I think about it, the more I'd love to get out of here. So I'm just going to do what I need to do and we'll see what happens in a year.