I'm sorry..

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I really exploded last night, but it's surprising how a flip out can really enlighten you. All day I was thinking about things and I came to the conclusion that his happiness is what matters. His and mine. And if someone else makes him happy then that is good. I will be happy as long as he is. Not that I'm depending on him or anything.. I just mean in the sense that someone else can make him happy then good.

I just need to relax. These feelings.. all of this.. everything... will soon just be known as yesterday's feelings. And I will feel content with everything.