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[foreign_juan]

ok i'm realy fucking nervous its 218 in houston i leav for mexico in 5 or 6 hrs i'm so nervous right now i love houston i wish i could move here its so awsome. i have to take a picture of this pamphlet that my cousin has of her karate class the white ranger from the power rangers is her teacher i freacked out and called lacy and lacy wanted to talk to him it sux i didnt get to see him just his wife and a picture that he has with arnold shwojdjrtsinager howeverthefuck u spell that its kind of scary that i'm finding myself hating victoria last summer was one of the best summers i had but everything fun had bad consequenses i only liked the fact that it felt like i had alot of freinds but in the end most of them moved and some of the ones that i still have i dont talk to anymore. it kind of makes me sad that theyre dropping out and doing sooooo many drugs idk i was talking to liz yesterday and i think she was kind of weirded out by how exited i was that the white ranger was my cousins karate teacher this is all problably random the last freinds that i had that i talked to in vtown were kelly liz cuero girls katie joe desi and a little cj so i dont feel very "special" but at the beggining of the year i had a big fucking ego so i gues feeling like a loser is better that being cocky i hate julian i dont know if he's kidding anymore when he puts me down or says he hates me he was the closest "guy freind" i had. fuck him i'm realy nervous i cant sleep i havent been to mexico since my great grandpa died i feel like crying but laughing and i feel kind of happy and realy akward i hope today everthing goes well

joe cornetti i fucking love u thanx for the cd thats problably the best present i'll get from a freind hopefully u will remember me when ur the best band in the world i'll nominate u for a nobel peice prize

ok well i'm going to try to sleep

laters