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Why we're humans created to know the likes of pain but not the limits of infinity? Why at only seventeen do I put my heart out for everyone to hold, thinking I know everything there is to know about love, thinking that I am invinciable.. and that we will be together forever.. when only its bound to be crushed? WHY if I KNOW that EVERYTHING ends, then why do I try? Suddently jokes of what we couldn't do if we were to break up become blueprints of my everyday life. I don't know how to function. The entire world still wakes up tomorrow and goes about their everyday life, when all I want is to scream my world just ended tonight and no one can see that? Everything I see reminds me of him, every memory of a smile from me this past year, was with him.. a year ago right now we would be plotting the next time we would see each other and wishing each other a goodnight sleep, telling our I love you's and sweet dream's.. Now it's just me, wondering where he is.. and what he is thinking about. Who I am today is because of who is was and did to me.. I thank him for everything he has done and shared with me.. but curse him at the same time because I love him so much.. I hate tears.
It used to be Terah&Tony
But now its just Terah and then there is Tony
It used to be Terah&Tony
But now its just Terah and then there is Tony