Apr 23, 2003 15:46
I had a strange dream about my childhood last night. I was younger and I was with my sister and my mother and father on vacation somewhere and it was my sister's birthday. My sister Rachel had a bubble blower and she kept on blowing bubbles everywhere. I got 10 plastic gold rings because I was the "prince". Later that night my mom and dad went to a bar thing and there were so many seedy people. Suddenly my mom and dad looked like Eponine's parents from Les Miserables. Everyone there pretended to be happy but I could tell they weren't.My mom had alot of money and went to gamble. Eponine died, she was really gothic. The next morning was the end of the vacation aand I couldn't find my mom or dad. I tried to gather the bubble maker and crown and rings but I couldn't carry them all so I gave the crown to my sister and picked up seven rings. I went to the car to find my parents looking like zombies in the front seat. I asked why they were upset. My dad said, "So you can tell?" I realized that I knew all that I did now but I went back to then to sort stuff out. "It's because that girl died." my mom said... I could tell they were lying. "I's because you lost all the money", I replied. My mom said yeah yeah and then I woke up.
It was 5:04 and I couldn't sleep so I stayed up. All day I was spaced out and confused. People talked to me constantly and I just wanted to tell them to shutup. Also when people were talking to me I had a hallucination that everyone was drowning.. It was really creepy. finally I went in the halls and realized that almost evryone I knew was fake like they were all image, maya. It really disturbed me and I found emily and fell down and started to cry.. I'm such a freak agh!