arg... it comes again
I was reading alis journal and then i found jakes adn i looked back and I read articles about steve. GOD it fucking hurt still! What the fuck? And all the time he made me miserable and shit.. and him coming back and me saying yes and him not budging till he needs some ass and all that time he fucked em over! And people said to jake "wow good job getting over it" and realized Im not and then it came back, that wave of depression. FUCK FCK FUC< GDRNgdl Theres so much he didn't sayhe so manipulative and he had me in his hands kneeling down and bending over backwards for that fucking witty as shit face. And .. I don't even know how to begin.. Almost none of my friends knew how much he meant to me.. If he knows does he care? This is reciculous... Un-fucking-believable. He can go to hell.. and fuck it if he reads this! Oh man need to take a breather... yo I don't know if i want o get o know jake now.. why does he mean so much to me right now? ;age'n nblm n";,gfnf