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stuck back in this black hole.
i fucking hate it here more than anything.
i have no need for a left dick. so live your own life and stop fucking shit up for me.
i have one goal in mind; to turn my life around and get myself on my own two feet and be something.
your goal of being my left dick just so you can save gas money by not driving to and from your house 20 minutes away regularly is ruining everything im working for. and i fucking hate you for it.
if i stay here in kingston im bound to either continue being a delinquent and getting in dumb petty childish bullshit, or ill go crazy from spending all my time in my room and not having contact with so called "friends" who really have no place in my life. (this isnt applied to all of you)
i regret where i grew up. i regret the choices ive made in life. and i regret who i decided to let into my life.
i was once a young kid with alot of potential. so much potential with no guidance or desire, due to lack of a push in the right direction.
now im a trainwreck who cant get a fucking break to turn it around for the better and make something of myself.
this is life. real life. and im upset with myself for this being my life.
the worst part is, im the one who let myself down.
fuck you kingston. and fuck you matthew dennis mannhaupt for being a fuck up for 23 and a half years.
i guess i cant expect to recover from that many fuck ups in one year, right?
i fucking hate it here more than anything.
i have no need for a left dick. so live your own life and stop fucking shit up for me.
i have one goal in mind; to turn my life around and get myself on my own two feet and be something.
your goal of being my left dick just so you can save gas money by not driving to and from your house 20 minutes away regularly is ruining everything im working for. and i fucking hate you for it.
if i stay here in kingston im bound to either continue being a delinquent and getting in dumb petty childish bullshit, or ill go crazy from spending all my time in my room and not having contact with so called "friends" who really have no place in my life. (this isnt applied to all of you)
i regret where i grew up. i regret the choices ive made in life. and i regret who i decided to let into my life.
i was once a young kid with alot of potential. so much potential with no guidance or desire, due to lack of a push in the right direction.
now im a trainwreck who cant get a fucking break to turn it around for the better and make something of myself.
this is life. real life. and im upset with myself for this being my life.
the worst part is, im the one who let myself down.
fuck you kingston. and fuck you matthew dennis mannhaupt for being a fuck up for 23 and a half years.
i guess i cant expect to recover from that many fuck ups in one year, right?