Slipping Out Of Touch - Dean, Ruby, (Sam )- PG- 13 - [1/1]

Feb 16, 2009 23:06

Title:Slipping Out Of Touch
Author: force-oblique
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own anything! :P
Characters/Pairings: Dean, Ruby, implied Sam/Ruby
Spoilers/Warnings: General fic - no explicit pairing, no spoiler, a little speculation

Summary: “You once told me that you acted the way you did, because you still remembered how it feels to be human. That this ( Read more... )

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sotiria_auth February 16 2009, 21:50:55 UTC
So what are you kids going to do tonight?” he asked, faking lack of concern.

Ruby returned his glare effortlessly. He obviously meant, “Will you screw or will you play demon?”

“Which answer would be more to your liking?” she asked cryptically.

“None” he admitted.
“Then why ask?” she replied crooking her eyebrow at him.
I can totally see Ruby and Dean having a conversation like this!!!!

No matter the cost?” he asked hopefully.

“Sometimes the cost is too high. You have to remember who you are and what you stand for. How much you are willing to sacrifice” she uttered, still as colorless as ever.
Poor Dean... he wants her to tell him that it's ok that he caved! :(

'it's ok Dean' - *hugs Dean*

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

“What if I still remember how it feels to be a demon? What then?”. The look in his eyes was unmistakeable.
If he ever was or had been vulnerable and completely transparent, that was it.

This killed me!!! Dean is tormened because he remembers Hell perfectly... everything he did, everything he suffered, everything he felt....
Wow!!

Nobody understands. Sam would never understand. He doesn't know what it is to have the blood of so many on your hands.
How it feels to have butchered your own kind. He will never understand”
This totally explains why Dean WOULD OPEN UP TO RUBY!!
She is the only one who would understand...she is a demon!
In Dean's eyes she represents/symbolizes everything demonic... Sorta...

But having Sam trust her is almost comforting because if Sam trusts a demon, then he wouldn't lose trust and faith in Dean himself either...since he is better than a demon - despite everything he has done.

Have you any idea how many unthinkable acts you have to commit to prove yourself?”
“Kill?” she scoffed. “How many do you have in mind, Dean? Five? A Dozen? A hundred?”
He nodded.
“How about GENOCIDE, Dean? How does that sound? How about the bloody Apocalypse? And I stress bloody!”

That was bloody chilling.....

“Of all the people you tortured in Hell, I was the only one you actually enjoyed hurting, wasn't I?”

“Yes” he answered.

”Because it felt like I was doing it to myself, like I was finally getting what I deserved” he thought.

EPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dean enjoying hurting Ruby makes total sense, at least in this context!!!

I love this Kelly! <3

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force_oblique February 16 2009, 21:55:43 UTC
Haha yeah with Dean being all grumpy and abrupt and borderline rude! lol

I want to hug Dean too! All the time, but especially after he cried in that episode where he confessed that he tortured souls in hell!! <3
Poor Dean!!!

Yeah the phrase Ruby said: Because I still remember how it feels to be human...has stayed with me and reversing it kinda made sense for Dean...
He is only tormented because he remembers everything that happened in Hell.... Hence:what it feels to be a demon...or kinda like a demon!

This totally explains why Dean WOULD OPEN UP TO RUBY!!
She is the only one who would understand...she is a demon!
In Dean's eyes she represents/symbolizes everything demonic... Sorta...

EXACTLY!! Omg you totally get me!!
He hates her but she is the only one who would understand!
She resents the fact that she is the only one who would/could understand him.

The question is: Would she care to?

GENOCIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A demon's best friend! lol

“Of all the people you tortured in Hell, I was the only one you actually enjoyed hurting, wasn't I?”

In my head i totally saw this as a reason for the non-talking, the unspoken understanding/agreement they have!! <33

Thank you hunni!!

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sotiria_auth February 16 2009, 22:03:04 UTC
Totally grumpy!!
Thats all he is when Ruby is around! lol

*hugs Dean* x infinity
I like that scene so much. Jensen did a great job, I always love his hurt!Dean scenes!!
They never fail to make me cry!!!

I still remember how it feels to be a demon.... \0/ Brrr, so scary if you think about it.
If remembering how it feels to be a human made Ruby "softer", does that mean that Dean remembering how it feels to be a demon makes him "harder", "rough"?
I like my Dean soft please! lol

I think we could use some Dean/Ruby moments, not as a pairing but as an understanding of the characters...
Ruby understands and relates to what Dean has been through better than Sam!!!

I think she could care to? right? although I don't understand her very well!

GENOCIDE!!!! rotfl

OMG, I was like ZOMG!!!
Dean tortured Ruby in Hell! ZOMG! lol

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force_oblique February 16 2009, 22:07:41 UTC
Haha, you are the only one who can make "grumpy" sound like Grandpa... At least in my head! lmao
Don't ask... i am weird! lol

YEs Jensen is such a great actor.. we have seen him act all kinds of situations from dramatic to comedy, to tear-jerkers to light ones!!
He is truly gifted!! He is also a gift to girls! lol
Fangirls!!! lol

OMG, maybe! I hadnt taken my thought that far till you mentioned it...
But yeah remembering how it feels to be a demon could mean that he is more cynical and fierce and harsh...
Dont know. i wouldnt want to see him like this but I suppose he will have to be if they will stand a chance in this battle/War!

OMG, I am not strictly a Dean/Ruby shipper, i like Ruby with Sam but some really quality Dean/Ruby moments would be fantastic!! <3

Better than sam!! Trufax as my friend Shawna says!!

ZOMG!! I made you go all squeee and capslock!! lol

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sotiria_auth February 16 2009, 22:10:56 UTC
Grandpa?
o_0
You are weird!!! Duuude!

So true, he is so amazing I would really love to see him in some mainstream parts that could help him even get to the Oscars! =P Why not? Shut up!!!

Have you noticed him be less soft?
I dont know, i am sure I have noticed something... Maybe the feeling that he has to save as many as he can?

Totally, they have to hard up and brace themselves if they want to take out Lilith!

More Dean/Ruby moments ftw as they say!!

YOU TOTALLY DID!!

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force_oblique February 16 2009, 22:17:05 UTC
told ya! =P ;)

OMG I don't know if I'd go that far, not because Jensen isn't worth it but because the ones responsible for the Oscar awards are stupid!!!

Not really. I dont think he is harder!
I think that he is just too reckless now because he is blinded by his need to be redeemed so he tries to save everyone at the expense of his own wellbeing... not that he ever did hold it dear! lol

OMG I cannot wait to see what Kripke has in store for the boys and us!!!

<333333333333333333333

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