GAH!
Okay, so thankfully I finally have an appointment with the psychiatrist on the 27th... of NEXT MONTH! But still, there's hope in sight. I am the most spaztic I've ever been. It's driving me insane. I'm making notes to myself. I'm trying to keep an organized notebook, but I'm STILL forgetting stupid little things. For instance... I did my portfolio statement for one of my online classes. I thought I emailed it to her. I get an email back saying I didn't attach anything?!? WTF!? I swear I did!!!! Here's the great thing... it's on my computer... at school. So yeah, off to school I go to get it.
This is so freaking frusterating. I don't know WTF I got side tracked with, but apparently I did. I hate this. I hate forgetting. I hate not remembering stuff I should remember.
My. Brain. Does. Not. Cooperate.
I hate the thought of medding me up, but I'm tired of looking like a flipping moron. I'm not a moron. In fact it's quite the opposite. I'm actually damned smart.
If I don't get this fixed asap I'm going to fail my classes and lose my dream job. I have to figure out how the hell to manage things til Feb 27th... That's 5 weeks of classes that I have to finagle.
*cries*
It feels so flippin hopeless.
This is so freaking frusterating. I don't know WTF I got side tracked with, but apparently I did. I hate this. I hate forgetting. I hate not remembering stuff I should remember.
My. Brain. Does. Not. Cooperate.
I hate the thought of medding me up, but I'm tired of looking like a flipping moron. I'm not a moron. In fact it's quite the opposite. I'm actually damned smart.
If I don't get this fixed asap I'm going to fail my classes and lose my dream job. I have to figure out how the hell to manage things til Feb 27th... That's 5 weeks of classes that I have to finagle.
*cries*
It feels so flippin hopeless.