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today was good. it was great. regular normal day...nothin went wrong.
i felt soo great in practice....i felt one with the ball lol...na but i was making really great strong passes and catching almost all of the passes...and i felt really great.
day was great till practice was ending.....
my day turned to shit that fast....isnt it wonderful how that can happen.
i found this..
why does it seem that i always dont put 100% i only do enough to pass by better than just ok.
and then when i dissapoint myself. i tear myself apart. rip out my heart stomp on it. shread everything i ever knew to pieces. beat myself up inside.
whats wrong with me. cant i learn.