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its been awhile. i'm enjoying my apartment and living with my sister. although i dont see her or hang out with her as much as i used to. we have also stopped talking about the stuff that we used to talk about. like sex and masturbating. i guess its weird when we live together and i can hear her and keith have sex. its not like it used to be when i could talk to her about it and not actually hear it happening. we haven't hung out with all the girls in a while either. it used to be julie, chelsea, sara and i all the time. now it seems like sara dropped off the face of the earth and its just me julie and chelsea. i miss sara a lot. its hard now that sara lives on campus, a 20 minute drive and basically lives with mike. he has stolen her from us, but we figured that would happen. chelsea has her new work friends and her new boy that shes all about now. me, i just got out of the craziest relationship ive ever had...well, since daniel. he was PsYcHo! but its over and i'm alone once again. i'm not enjoying school as much as i thought i would this quarter. although i ran into someone who i havent seen in almost a year the other day at school. my life is actually pretty boring. tonight i skipped class to take a nap and i've been sitting here watching tv since i woke up at 7. i decided to have a few beers since i know i wont be able to sleep tonight without some help. i joined a gym. not because it was my new years resolution to lose a few pounds, but because i feel sick to my stomach every time i look in the mirror. well, thats pretty much what i've been doing in case anyone was wondering. i'm gonna go back to my beer and the people's choice awards now.