Jan 19, 2006 13:26
So I am on campus, once again. And once again I am in the library killing time before class. This is going to be the worse semester. I can feel it. I am enjoying the English Courses that I am taking. Modern Poetry is going to be hard, but I really like the material we are covering. I don't know though...this semester doesn't have a kick to it at all. Neither did last semester, and look where that left me. Sometimes I wonder if transferring was a good idea. At least at Grand Valley there was something to be excited about. Some class, or some group, or just something. Here I am not. I know it isn't anyone's fault but mine. I don't get involved. That is a big problem. But there just isn't enough time for me to get involved with it. I have this life where I am trying to break free and start actually living. I am tired of these childish games that school brings in. I just want to wake up in the morning, get ready, and go to work. I want to fully pay for myself. And I want to actually feel as though I am capable and responsible for this. I work a lot, and I enjoy work. I like the people I work with, and that is basically all that can be said. Now, if I worked less and got more involved with college, would I feel that way towards it? Probably, only because I would have the time to be able to try to make ties.
On other news, but links to the work aspect. I went to McDonalds yesterday and helped clean. They are running ahead of schedule which is both a yay and a nay. Yay: back to work of course! Nay: unemployment is soo screwed up now. It was a lot of fun, and I even was there with people I don't usually work with. I will be heading there this evening. Kind of thinking of skipping the grammar class to show up early. That class is soo easy; interesting, but easy. However, if I get into this habit of not going to class then I am going to screw myself for this semester. I really don't need a repeat of last semester.
I went to Meijers today...my hands were so dry from yesterday that I needed to buy some lotion. Yay they are all nice and smooth now! Also bought a book and some make up. Hey, I can't ever leave Meijers with just getting what I came in for! Anyways, I talked to Gary. That was like the first time I have seen him since right before shut down when he stopped in the restaurant for a quick visit. It was nice.
I am kind of tired. Had a test in biology today. It wasn't that bad. I actually knew most of that stuff.
There is nothing to really update on. If you are one of those people that are always asking about my love life, or if I have gotten any lately the answers are:
1)no love life, but haven't been really looking
2)nope...it goes with the first one a little, doesn't it??
Okay, so at least leave me alone about those two questions for a week. Please?
Looks like this weekend I will be working....but give me a call if you want to see me and I will TRY to squeeze ya in...