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self-doubt is killing me. i don't like it one bit. especially cause its making me question things that shouldn't be questioned! like the fact that i'm questioning whether my friends need me anymore. idk. i feel like i'm not wanted anymore. i've been kind of isolated all week. which is making me sad. and i'm just putting myself down a lot. which probably isn't good. but i can't help it. it's what i do. i've also been feeling overwhelmed with a lot of things. and i've been really bitchy to people who bother me. idk. i'm kind of messed up.
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