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today. hm. yea. about that.
idk what was wrong with me today. i wasn't in the greatest mood all morning, and then during lunch, i just broke down. sobbing. the kind of sobbing where you can't breathe and your body shakes and you don't know what to do about it. yea. that kind. in school. who does that?
so in my last block, i wrote down on paper a lot of things that were on my mind. that i didn't like, that i wanted to change, that i wanted in general. it made me feel better. i think i'm going to keep it.
and on top of all that, i've had my grandma's voice in my head telling me i look pregnant &should lose weight. i think about it every time i eat. i can't live like this. something needs to change.
idk what was wrong with me today. i wasn't in the greatest mood all morning, and then during lunch, i just broke down. sobbing. the kind of sobbing where you can't breathe and your body shakes and you don't know what to do about it. yea. that kind. in school. who does that?
so in my last block, i wrote down on paper a lot of things that were on my mind. that i didn't like, that i wanted to change, that i wanted in general. it made me feel better. i think i'm going to keep it.
and on top of all that, i've had my grandma's voice in my head telling me i look pregnant &should lose weight. i think about it every time i eat. i can't live like this. something needs to change.