we do this cause we can not for the thrill
i don't understand why im crying right now.
i don't understand why im sad.
i feel so lonely.
i miss having friends.
you know, the ones you have so much in common with and can just sit for hours talking about people you know or just talking about..nothing.
kayleigh, you are my best friend and i love you to death.
but i miss having friends at school. dulce was my last real best friend at school, and she stabbed me in the back and spread rumors about me so people wouldn't want to be my friend, and threw eggs at my house and tried to trip me in the halls.
why are girls so mean??
i don't get it.
to your face they are your best friends, but behind your back they talk shit about you and think of mean things to do to you.
why do kayleigh's friends have to be so mean?
she didn't do anything to you.
she doesn't deserve all that.
i don't deserve any of that either.
sara never called me, we were supposed to hang out last saturday.
how hard is it to make a simple phone call??
she complains about her best friends to me all the time, yet is all smiles to them to their face.
why am i any different? she probably hates me just the same.
and you.
you are the one person i can always count on, who knows how to make me smile when i am sad, who is always there for me.
but not this time.
all i want is a simple "im sorry", is that so hard?
you left yesterday without giving me a hug goodbye, and you didn't have the time to return my phonecall today, yet you were so busy doing nothing.
you can't even say sorry?
something feels wrong about us right now, i feel us drifting apart.
things aren't the same when we hang out, maybe we haven't been spending enough time together?
maybe it just can't be fixed.
i will most likely fuck up this relationship like all the others.
i don't even know what im crying about, why am i complaining?
my life is always pretty decent
but right now everything feels wrong.
i don't understand why im sad.
i feel so lonely.
i miss having friends.
you know, the ones you have so much in common with and can just sit for hours talking about people you know or just talking about..nothing.
kayleigh, you are my best friend and i love you to death.
but i miss having friends at school. dulce was my last real best friend at school, and she stabbed me in the back and spread rumors about me so people wouldn't want to be my friend, and threw eggs at my house and tried to trip me in the halls.
why are girls so mean??
i don't get it.
to your face they are your best friends, but behind your back they talk shit about you and think of mean things to do to you.
why do kayleigh's friends have to be so mean?
she didn't do anything to you.
she doesn't deserve all that.
i don't deserve any of that either.
sara never called me, we were supposed to hang out last saturday.
how hard is it to make a simple phone call??
she complains about her best friends to me all the time, yet is all smiles to them to their face.
why am i any different? she probably hates me just the same.
and you.
you are the one person i can always count on, who knows how to make me smile when i am sad, who is always there for me.
but not this time.
all i want is a simple "im sorry", is that so hard?
you left yesterday without giving me a hug goodbye, and you didn't have the time to return my phonecall today, yet you were so busy doing nothing.
you can't even say sorry?
something feels wrong about us right now, i feel us drifting apart.
things aren't the same when we hang out, maybe we haven't been spending enough time together?
maybe it just can't be fixed.
i will most likely fuck up this relationship like all the others.
i don't even know what im crying about, why am i complaining?
my life is always pretty decent
but right now everything feels wrong.