the wind is blowing and its kinda chilly outside
today my mom let me drive the car by myself, maybe soon she'll win enough confidence in me to allow me to pursue my license. It felt pretty cool not having my mom there to bark in my ear while im driving, but all and all it was sweeeet....felipe picked me up at 3:00 to leave to our soccer game. It was so strange , in the car we were talking and listening to dave matthews when i had this wierd feeling like i was in a movie or something. i dont know how to desribe it but i was just looking out the window and everything seemed all wierd and movielike ..it doesnt make sense,, maybe it was the song we were listening to or somwthing to that extent
felipes a cool kid, a little insecure and stuff but i dont get why he acts the way he does...i used to think i was way too insecure, but i hear him and he sounds like me. Im glad that he has a gf that he likes a lot. I swear that kid is in love with being in Love, and i think i can quote him saying that actually today ..lol
we lost our game like always, it was close though...3-2
Then after the game me and kaela went to see the movie Elf
it wasnt pretty funny. then we went to my moms house and hung out for a while, then she left an hour ago
I have my new glasses on so i can read what i am typing....i got them thursday, i never once thought of me having to wear glasses but who knows , life is always changing...i think i look like a nerd/ harry potter..a lot of people have said i look emo, i bet they think i am wearing them for that style but really they help me see in school..... i dont care what people think..but then i do
b/c i always try to say i dont care what ppl think but really i do on the inside
hopefully someday i'll get over my awkward thinking and insecurities...
its getting a tad bit colder outside b/c of the fall weather, for some reason this weather brings back old memories of good times i've had
sometimes it feels good to take a walk around the golf course just before it gets dark when the wind is blowing and it a little chilly outside but not too chilly just enough to help me think
its getting late and my foot is falling a sleep and i gotta wake up early for church
goodnight.....
felipes a cool kid, a little insecure and stuff but i dont get why he acts the way he does...i used to think i was way too insecure, but i hear him and he sounds like me. Im glad that he has a gf that he likes a lot. I swear that kid is in love with being in Love, and i think i can quote him saying that actually today ..lol
we lost our game like always, it was close though...3-2
Then after the game me and kaela went to see the movie Elf
it wasnt pretty funny. then we went to my moms house and hung out for a while, then she left an hour ago
I have my new glasses on so i can read what i am typing....i got them thursday, i never once thought of me having to wear glasses but who knows , life is always changing...i think i look like a nerd/ harry potter..a lot of people have said i look emo, i bet they think i am wearing them for that style but really they help me see in school..... i dont care what people think..but then i do
b/c i always try to say i dont care what ppl think but really i do on the inside
hopefully someday i'll get over my awkward thinking and insecurities...
its getting a tad bit colder outside b/c of the fall weather, for some reason this weather brings back old memories of good times i've had
sometimes it feels good to take a walk around the golf course just before it gets dark when the wind is blowing and it a little chilly outside but not too chilly just enough to help me think
its getting late and my foot is falling a sleep and i gotta wake up early for church
goodnight.....