clarity
sippin on some hot tea and reading a good book is everything i thought id never become, how cliche, arent i supposed to be out there having fun with the rest of my fellow peers.
what is fun? and how do i have it? are they really having fun? or are they just pretending.. floating in and out of reality...escaping, hiding, running . should i join in? go with the flow? it would be easier ....i cant, it isnt real. Fakeness makes my stomache churn. i need to live i need to breathe, to love. to embrace. to fight.to learn. to fall. to get up. to dream. to explore. to feel. to hold up my hands. to sing. to play. to join in. to tell stories. to be apart of people's stories.
i want to live life in its rawest form. no chemicals to take away the pain. no distractions to avert my attention. face whats in front of me head on, no hiding. no faking it.
only the peace from my Maker can do that for me
i sit here sippin my tea and life makes perfect sense to me right now
what is fun? and how do i have it? are they really having fun? or are they just pretending.. floating in and out of reality...escaping, hiding, running . should i join in? go with the flow? it would be easier ....i cant, it isnt real. Fakeness makes my stomache churn. i need to live i need to breathe, to love. to embrace. to fight.to learn. to fall. to get up. to dream. to explore. to feel. to hold up my hands. to sing. to play. to join in. to tell stories. to be apart of people's stories.
i want to live life in its rawest form. no chemicals to take away the pain. no distractions to avert my attention. face whats in front of me head on, no hiding. no faking it.
only the peace from my Maker can do that for me
i sit here sippin my tea and life makes perfect sense to me right now