Feb 21, 2005 21:58
sacrificial lamb
she parted the ugliness
and she smiled
pleased
knowing she had finally found
something that could be called
beautiful
something that he could not touch
something that was hers alone
alone
no one knew how to be alone
like her
but she had a secret now
a secret much too beautiful
for him
for her
for this ugly life
and she knew that
she knew
that it would never be safe here
because it was much too beautiful
and that's why she had to do it
to destroy it
before he could
and she knew he would
so she looked onto it
with all the love in her heart
and she killed it
because it could only be sacred
if it didn't exist
at all