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this is so old and i still feel the same way about most things or i've done/accomplished/figured out some of them. weird.
ashli (for_this_beauty) wrote,
@ 2004-08-05 13:11:00
Current mood: indifferent
Current music: the bled - spitshine sonota
"there's no saving us tonight."
i had a boring week since monday. bleh i've decided a few things.
-alexa and i have an unhealthy obsession with gerard way the singer of my chemical romance.
-i love poets, this includes keith buckely, gerard way, james munoz, and edgar allen.
-sylvia plath is one of the greatest writers and if you haven't read the bell jar you should be shot. that woman can take a feeling and make it so real.
-hardcore isn't about unity, they lied.
-that alien thing from taco bell is really creepy.
-danielle will forever be my best friend and don't anyone dare try to change that.
-i've grown accustomed to being alone, i'll meet him when i'm supposed to.
-my hair has gotten persistantly crappier looking ever since my hair cut.
-i have an accent and i've lived in waterbury/wolcott all my life.
-anti depressants drag you into a black hole of dependancy.
-i miss SHAPE.
-i like dead stuff.
-most people are fake to you not that i never am.
-i'm not very good at getting out what i want/have to say.
-i jump to conclusions.
-i try to speed things up.
-i want a tattoo.
-i like tattoos alot i love to look at them, if im staring at you and you have one don't assume i think you're cute.
-no matter what you think about yourself its probably not true.
-adult swim is truely funny but i don't find myself laughing.
-i'm 18 and i don't know what i'm good at.
-glassjaw, every time i die, my chemical romance, and the bled... so good.
-i'll never be as tough as i want to be.
-i assume no one likes me.
-pink is my favortie color, but i never liked it when i was young because i hated girls.
-i still hate most girls.
-i probably just wanna be friends with you.
-i like lobsters and pandas.
-the man i marry has got to look great in a suit.
-marilyn monroe is my idol and people don't understand that.
-i don't believe in god for my own reasons i don't have to explain it to you.
-i never wanna go back there again.
ashli (for_this_beauty) wrote,
@ 2004-08-05 13:11:00
Current mood: indifferent
Current music: the bled - spitshine sonota
"there's no saving us tonight."
i had a boring week since monday. bleh i've decided a few things.
-alexa and i have an unhealthy obsession with gerard way the singer of my chemical romance.
-i love poets, this includes keith buckely, gerard way, james munoz, and edgar allen.
-sylvia plath is one of the greatest writers and if you haven't read the bell jar you should be shot. that woman can take a feeling and make it so real.
-hardcore isn't about unity, they lied.
-that alien thing from taco bell is really creepy.
-danielle will forever be my best friend and don't anyone dare try to change that.
-i've grown accustomed to being alone, i'll meet him when i'm supposed to.
-my hair has gotten persistantly crappier looking ever since my hair cut.
-i have an accent and i've lived in waterbury/wolcott all my life.
-anti depressants drag you into a black hole of dependancy.
-i miss SHAPE.
-i like dead stuff.
-most people are fake to you not that i never am.
-i'm not very good at getting out what i want/have to say.
-i jump to conclusions.
-i try to speed things up.
-i want a tattoo.
-i like tattoos alot i love to look at them, if im staring at you and you have one don't assume i think you're cute.
-no matter what you think about yourself its probably not true.
-adult swim is truely funny but i don't find myself laughing.
-i'm 18 and i don't know what i'm good at.
-glassjaw, every time i die, my chemical romance, and the bled... so good.
-i'll never be as tough as i want to be.
-i assume no one likes me.
-pink is my favortie color, but i never liked it when i was young because i hated girls.
-i still hate most girls.
-i probably just wanna be friends with you.
-i like lobsters and pandas.
-the man i marry has got to look great in a suit.
-marilyn monroe is my idol and people don't understand that.
-i don't believe in god for my own reasons i don't have to explain it to you.
-i never wanna go back there again.