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I probably should have done this sooner...but I remembered...well, what Mist told me, except I think I know the words to explain it.
I don't know how I got there, but I was...I was standing on top of the water, somehow, fighting some sort of tall, metallic...I don't know. In my mind, I want to say it's a monster, or a...a demon? It was doing something terrible, I know that. And then...and then, I think, I was underwater. ...But that's an old memory. That monster, though...somehow it trapped me under the water. And then I did something that I don't know how to explain...and I was in the air again, except this time I...my legs. They were all...they were covered in...blades? And I remember it hurt, doing this...but I fell down onto whatever that thing was.
And the next thing I remember is opening my eyes and...Lavi was there. ...He was crying. And I wanted to say something...but that's where it stops.
But I think I understand some things, now. I mean, I remembered how I used to fight. ...That's why it felt so easy to spar with Yuu the other day, I think. ...And I had long hair while I was fighting, I know that, but...I'm not so sure it was long when I woke up again. But there's so much darkness in between, I'm probably missing more memories.
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Can I really believe what he said? He seems like the type to make something like that up, though I'm not sure why...and I have the strangest urge to...well, to give him a good slap, I guess. But the idea that I should trust him just because Miranda did doesn't make any sense to me. ...Rinslet and Allen think they're brother and sister, too, don't they? But none of us remember her, and as far as I know none of us remember him either.
This is silly. I should just stop worrying and forget about it.
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...There are some people I haven't spoken to in a while. Eve, Soren, Naesala...would you like to join me for lunch at the restaurant? I can take my lunch break to eat with any of you.
[[ooc: 3% memories, finally, from the bodyswitch event!]]
I don't know how I got there, but I was...I was standing on top of the water, somehow, fighting some sort of tall, metallic...I don't know. In my mind, I want to say it's a monster, or a...a demon? It was doing something terrible, I know that. And then...and then, I think, I was underwater. ...But that's an old memory. That monster, though...somehow it trapped me under the water. And then I did something that I don't know how to explain...and I was in the air again, except this time I...my legs. They were all...they were covered in...blades? And I remember it hurt, doing this...but I fell down onto whatever that thing was.
And the next thing I remember is opening my eyes and...Lavi was there. ...He was crying. And I wanted to say something...but that's where it stops.
But I think I understand some things, now. I mean, I remembered how I used to fight. ...That's why it felt so easy to spar with Yuu the other day, I think. ...And I had long hair while I was fighting, I know that, but...I'm not so sure it was long when I woke up again. But there's so much darkness in between, I'm probably missing more memories.
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Can I really believe what he said? He seems like the type to make something like that up, though I'm not sure why...and I have the strangest urge to...well, to give him a good slap, I guess. But the idea that I should trust him just because Miranda did doesn't make any sense to me. ...Rinslet and Allen think they're brother and sister, too, don't they? But none of us remember her, and as far as I know none of us remember him either.
This is silly. I should just stop worrying and forget about it.
---
...There are some people I haven't spoken to in a while. Eve, Soren, Naesala...would you like to join me for lunch at the restaurant? I can take my lunch break to eat with any of you.
[[ooc: 3% memories, finally, from the bodyswitch event!]]