Apr 21, 2004 00:37
I can't seem to get this shit right. Everytime i see me falling. I need a new distraction, herb bread here i come!!! Christ i'm tired of life, i am so fucking done, stick a fork in me sweetheart coz i is most certainly done. I can't see no point in my life, i've been blindfolded in poverty and anger and pity and hopelessness. When will the sun shine in guilt free ecstasy! FUCKING HELL OF A LIFE. FUUUUUUUUCK YOU!!!!!
Sorry, had to get that out of my system. I don't know how i keep this facade of fineness on everyday. I'm (huge sigh) tired. I feel sorry for myself and angry for that and the deprecating term. It's like, drink to escape, but head butt sadness in a full fucking cycle. Oh, please stop torturing me!
So long mad world of yours. Well it certaintly ain't mine!