Apr 18, 2004 21:16
I miss soberness, it's been three weeks of drunken nights and drunken fights. I'm right, you're wrong, leave me alone, i'm so forlorn. I had the most profound thought, and forgot it, isn't it ironic, yes Alannis it is, where's my cat? Oh you don't know do you, well that's one thing, so here's another.
While i was asleep my light shone on me, and heaven sparkled in a jar, god said hello kelly and lucifer joined me in the spa.
Whenever i see, and i see lots, i feel dank and scared of empty parking lots. Trunks of trees, buzzes of bees, knock your knees and say please, come home, sing for me, love me, show me your humanity, then darling please let me be. Just for a while. I loved you since the first day you spoke to me, i fell and knelt and you joined me on the ground, your voice reverberating schizophrenic sound. I know you, you knew me, and like that our friendship took off regretfully, fate knew what i know presently, you were full of shit, i was just young and silly.
But enough sweet boy of mine, enough silliness, enough gaff, enough laughter, enough raggamuffin get-ups, enough is enough. You can't join me here, you can't get it, you can't see past the mound of your own shit.
So nice of you to come along.