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i want a guy. a nice guy. a guy who knows what he wants in life. a guy whose consistent with keeping my attention and his attention on me and not another girl EVER. a guy who isn't shy and knows how to have fun. a guy who knows what he wants sexually and is very sexual. a guy that's not afraid to grab me and fuckin kiss me. a guy with life term goals. a guy who has his shit together. a guy who is spontaneous. up for anything any time. a guy whose not afraid to do things in public such as kissing and holding hands and etc. a guy who will give me random hugs and kisses. a guy that likes to be passionate and intimate with me. a guy that knows how to show affection a guy who has the same taste in music. a guy with artistic perspectives. a guy who is independent and has a job so we could go out to dinner sometimes like our anniversaries a guy i can cuddle with. a guy who doesn't drink. a guy that is romantic and likes that feature about himself and wont hide it. a guy that'll put me to sleep by petting me or rubbing my back and love to do it. a guy i can fall asleep with at night. a guy that will let me fall asleep on his chest. a guy that knows the difference between me being upset with something than me telling you I'm fine. a guy that can understand me. a guy without drama issues. a guy that i can go to concerts with. a guy i can watch movies with all the time. a guy who is honest to the point it hurts. a guy who is into fashion. a guy who is into hardcore. a guy who is open-minded. a guy that doesn't give a shit about my past. a guy who trusts me no matter what ANY one says. a guy who is into photography and art. a guy i can sleep with (i don't mean sex) and wake up with. A GUY THAT WANTS ME AS MUCH AS I WANT HIM! a guy that can be playful and wrestle with me. a guy that knows when to comfort me. a guy who knows me like the back of his hand. a guy that's random like me about everything. a guy that's not all rapped up into religion but does have beliefs. a guy whose no ashamed for something he wants to do. a guy who i can go shopping with and actually pick something that looks good out for me. a guy that can cry as he watches a movie and want to be comforted by me and not be scared to let me know he's crying. a guy who doesn't judge and will listen to you if something's goes bad. a guy who can see art and beauty in everything. a guy who can stand hot showers with me. a guy whose affectionate all the time but knows when not to be. a guy who can and wants to lay under the stars with me. a guy who will kiss me if it starts raining. a guy that wont result to yelling at me if i piss him off on accident a guy that help bums just as i do. a guy who will value and keep anything i give him. a guy who looks to smell me. a guy who likes me for me! a guy who will joke with by doing (for example) pretend he's going to throw me into some kind of water and me acting like I'm scared but I'm loving it the whole time. a guy who isn't afraid to hold my hand a skip. wait a guy who isn't afraid to hold my hand period. a guy who doesn't have to buy me flowers but he can pick flowers just out of the ground i would be happy. a guy who would introduce me to his friend as the coolest girl he's knows. a guy who will talk to me about ANYTHING even if its about school, what's bothering him, his dreams, his random thought, his beliefs anything. a guy who will write me poems and show them to me even if he thinks they suck. a guy who will show up at my house and throw rocks at my window just to see my face. a guy who will tell me that he loves me and MEANS IT! a guy who will take me to shows even if i don't know whose playing. a guy that will hold my hand in the mosh pit. a guy who likes it when i fall asleep in his arms. a guy who will stay up just to look at me while a sleep. a guy who will sing to me at random moments! even if he thinks he suck. a guy that will take time out of his day just to call me. a guy who will call me back if call him. a guy who will carve our names into a tree. a guy who will mess with me and make me mad and kiss me until I'm smiling again. a guy who will give me piggy back rides if where walking some where. a guy (if i had a band) would come and see me play even if we sucked horribly and tell me i was great. a guy who knows when i need space. a guy who will want to go to a random school and push me on the swings and take pictures. a guy who wants to take artistic pictures with all hours of the day and likes taking pictures of himself even if we both look bad. a guy who will make up goofy names for me. a guy who will take care of me when I'm sick. a guy who would hold me closer than normal if i was sick. a guy who is willing to teach me to play guitar. a guy who will get new CDs and burn them for me even if i don't ask. a guy who doesn't mind me writing on him goofy things and a guy who will write on my too! a guy who if he has a livejournal/myspace writes about me all the time when he's thinking about me. a guy who will make me mixtapes randomly. a guy who will write me letters. a guy who will take me places and let me take him someone where. a guy who always wants to hang out. a guy who will listen to me when I'm speaking. a guy who will when i mention bands go look them up the next day. a guy that will either be with me when I'm sad or on the phone even if I'm not saying anything. a guy who will want to go get ice cream sometimes. a guy who will look me in the eyes when i talking to him. a guy who will dance with me slow even if the music is fast. a guy who will just dance with me even if their is no music. a guy who will tell me his secrets, fantasies. a guy who will know how to kiss me but the moods I'm having. a guy who will be his self around me. a guy who will cherish me. a guy who will get up the night we stay the night together and dance with me in his underpants!! a guy who will kiss me underwater if we go swimming a guy who will spontaneously go to the beach with me at midnight to look at the stars. a guy who will wanna go watch sunsets with me. a guy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it. a guy who will move my hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. a guy who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a guy who wears the same size pants as me in girl pants (and likes them that tight). a guy who's hips bones make me wanna have sex with them. a guy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. a guy who would be wearing a hat and all of sudden put it on me and let me wear it. a guy who would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times i tell him its ok he still does it and i don't get sick of it. a guy who would surprise me with twenty five cent rings and put them on my fingers. a guy who will make fun of people at the mall together. a guy who will grab my waist and kiss my neck. a guy with a hot lip ring that will match mine soon. a guy who will play tag with me on the beach. a guy who would tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did. a guy who would dedicate his songs to me at his shows. a guy who will sit in the kitchen floor and eat pb&j sandwiches a guy that would write me a note if he left when i wasn't around or if i was sleeping. a guy that would let me paint his nails and we would sit around and paint our nails together. a guy that would make cute noises in his sleep, like when he'd roll over. a guy that would share lollie pops with. a guy that would never be embarrassed to say "i love you" in front of his friends. a guy who never censors himself if he wants to say cute or aww. a guy who i can argue over stupid things with me, and than go totally soft when i got sad and apologized. a guy who loves music just as much as i do, but still have a hardcore side to him. a guy who would make funny faces at each other when I'm on the phone. i want a guy who can go into a swing pitt whoop some ass and then come home and sing to me acoustic. a guy who would like to write my name in a heart on his hip, and him to write his on mine. a guy that could make me laugh like no one else can. a guy who would pick up flowers for me while we were walking. a guy that would surprise me all the time. a guy who wouldn't break my heart or lie to me.