Apr 05, 2005 19:19
i think last weekend i was very close to having some sort of breakdown. and the same sort of circumstances are coming up these next few days but i need to react differently and not let that happen again.
i need reassurance to fight my insecurities but i think that if these insecurities come from within then i need that reassurance to come from within, too, and that fact presents a struggle. there comes a time, though, when i just need to let go.
today was absolutely gorgeous and i once again enjoyed chillin' outside. a little piece of paradise. once i get a glimpse of it, i don't want it to go away.