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kristine said i already knew who i was and i just had to find the right people but i believe for the most part that i have. and sure it's kind of been a survival-of-the-fittest deal, seeing who really is true, but my friends make me so happy. i guess i've always been more of an introverted person but that doesn't mean i don't appreciate other people around me and still get strength from them. i'm reading 7 habits of effective people and it talks about the differences among dependence, independence, and interdependence and how important the last concept is in our lives.
one of my friends recently mentioned how she listed what she actually does w/her life: eating, sleeping, going to class, etc... so i started thinking about what i do w/mine versus what i want to do versus what i should do... i'm still thinking about it.
in greeting jess asked me how things were and overall they are positive- i'm basically done w/one of my classes (the study tour, since i handed in the term paper for it) and i just scored a job (which i've been thinking about for a while now but just recently acted upon) so things seem to be falling into place. i do have some worries- some that are temporal (i.e. housing) and others that are perpetual. it's not that i am avoiding dealing with them, oh no, but i realize that i just hafta trust that things will work out for the best, i really believe that. i don't know what the best is yet, that will be figured out eventually. i'm not that stressed out. for now i'm gonna sleep.