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So, its been one of the most fucked up two weeks anyone would want to have to deal with. I think the only thing that has kept me from completely breaking down is my brother. I'm just glad i have him. Josh is the one person that I can run to and somehow he can make everything, not all better, but bareable.
I think we finally got all the bands for this benefit concert we are putting on for our friend Luke and that passed away on the 29th. Actually, its more for his mom and son, but you know what I mean. From the looks of it, it is going to be one hell of a show! I cant wait. I think the most stressful part of the planning is over...we've got the bands and venue booked so we're good to go. YAY! I've forgotten how much I missed being apart of things like this. There was a time when I was helping put shows together all the time, but then I hadn't been able to do anything like this because of work. The main difference now is that this show is actually going to help someone, actually a few someones.
I worry too much. I worry about everyone all the time. I worry about my brother, I worry about Cory hardcore since all his shit started, I worry about my friends all the time, but i just cant help it. Its even worse now. I think Luke's death really made me step back and realize that yeah, we are all young and seemingly in good health, but that doesn't mean shit in this world. You can be taken from this earth in the span of minutes. Its actually kind of unsettleing. but thats life i guess.
So amber comes back on the 6th of Oct. I cant wait. I miss her lots. Not to mention I have this feeling that she's gonna end up going off on someone and I want to be there to watch! hehe.....I'm evil.
Well, Kyndal is on her way here so I better jet. Take care kids and see ya later!
::Hugs::
Ash
I think we finally got all the bands for this benefit concert we are putting on for our friend Luke and that passed away on the 29th. Actually, its more for his mom and son, but you know what I mean. From the looks of it, it is going to be one hell of a show! I cant wait. I think the most stressful part of the planning is over...we've got the bands and venue booked so we're good to go. YAY! I've forgotten how much I missed being apart of things like this. There was a time when I was helping put shows together all the time, but then I hadn't been able to do anything like this because of work. The main difference now is that this show is actually going to help someone, actually a few someones.
I worry too much. I worry about everyone all the time. I worry about my brother, I worry about Cory hardcore since all his shit started, I worry about my friends all the time, but i just cant help it. Its even worse now. I think Luke's death really made me step back and realize that yeah, we are all young and seemingly in good health, but that doesn't mean shit in this world. You can be taken from this earth in the span of minutes. Its actually kind of unsettleing. but thats life i guess.
So amber comes back on the 6th of Oct. I cant wait. I miss her lots. Not to mention I have this feeling that she's gonna end up going off on someone and I want to be there to watch! hehe.....I'm evil.
Well, Kyndal is on her way here so I better jet. Take care kids and see ya later!
::Hugs::
Ash