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nothing makes sense...nothing fits like its suppose to. Its so frustrating. It feels like everything is just totally up in the air all the time and I hate that. I hate not having anything real to hold on to.
I kinda got hooked up on a blind date...I guess it went ok. I'm not holding my breath or even getting too excited about anything. Guys never seem to be interested in me for more then a peice of ass and as of yet I'm not sure what he's looking for. I guess I'll just kick back and see what happens. i hate being so cynical but sometimes I cant help it.
Sometimes I think I know exactly what I want and then other times I have no clue. I know right now I just need someone to hold me...someone...anyone. Not in a romantic way, just cuddle. Stupid I know but thats me...
well kids, I'm going to bed. I need sleep. I worked my ass off at work last night.
I kinda got hooked up on a blind date...I guess it went ok. I'm not holding my breath or even getting too excited about anything. Guys never seem to be interested in me for more then a peice of ass and as of yet I'm not sure what he's looking for. I guess I'll just kick back and see what happens. i hate being so cynical but sometimes I cant help it.
Sometimes I think I know exactly what I want and then other times I have no clue. I know right now I just need someone to hold me...someone...anyone. Not in a romantic way, just cuddle. Stupid I know but thats me...
well kids, I'm going to bed. I need sleep. I worked my ass off at work last night.