May 08, 2005 08:13
so...last night was....crazy. thats the only word I can come up with. I love my job! lol I'm not gonna go into too much detail cuz no one really wants to have to read threw a LJ that takes them like 89745927 hours but one of our stockers came to work drunk...well it started out buzzed and then he got drunk after lunch. It was funny at first then he got into it with the manager and slapped the shit out of him. Then Lewis got arrestted and like I said it was just crazy.
I got to thinking. Not in a bad way really, just in general. Right now I've got so many little crushes and I think ppl are taken them too much to heart. Most of them really arent even "crushes" as much as I'd like to get to know these guys more. I miss having a guy around that I'm close to. Not that I dont adore my girl friends, but I dunno...its always been easier for me to talk to a guy. Girls tend to get scared or freaked out when I start talking about my depression and everything that goes with that. I know its just out of worry, but I dunno. I hate making them worry, so I dont talk about it. Guys dont seem to get so freaked out. Its hard to explain.
alright all, I'm off to bed...have fun!